good morning. actually this is midnight. anybody still wake up at this time? i get my insomnia again.. when i go to bed beyond 11 pm . ok i know, i won't sleep untill 3 am. idk why, maybe this is because my habit before or maybe my body loves midnight. what i have to do now? i dont want to listen muhammad thoha as my lulaby this time and idk why. a lot of idk word aka i dont know at here. why i cant sleep? idk.
as ussual when i get insomnia. turn my leptop. looking my money on agea. dear, this stuff make me crazy. i love this stuff and maybe i'll be serious at this. analyze indicator and fundamental, still learning. ow, 5 days ago i got news that there was an ipo at solo. sritex sell their stock. i learn it and maybe after i get a job as engineer. i'll buy their stock from my salary. one day. just plan, do it and keep dreaming.
what topic we will talk about? hm.. ok, i want to tell about my day.what i have been through. what? this morning maybe at 9 am i got sms from iksan, the leader of 2011 generation. he said that mr ilham want me as 2009 leader to come and join the meeting. what meeting? this is begin from ilegal event made by 2010 and supported by other generations. yep, ilegal event for 2012 generation. what is wrong from that? we didnt broke their leg. we didnt puch their skul or maybe point a gun on their face. we just want to know and maybe get closer with them. the problem is.. there is a civil war (perang saudara) at this case. idk, i cant understand what is goin on at my campus. as a leader of the biggest civil major's organisation. he must understand what his ppl want and take an act from that. the problem is, there is no a good communication between hms, generations and campus. i dont want debate about it or take it as a deep problem. my generation and other generation tried to care and share my good pov. but, i make a conclusion. ok, maybe this is enough. this my time to blind my mind and shut my ear to hear about this problem or the other things like this.maybe also about hms' problem. if they dont want to listen and make a good respons. why we have to care? he shut his ears from generations especially his generation. i and my ppl care because they are my young bro and young sist. idk what i want to say anymore. feel disappointed with this hms period right now. the leader cant get generations' mind especially his generation. i feel angry when my young sist, eren crying after out of the mr sumbogo's room. why i have angry? because hms leader told campus about ilegal event first. and then, i still feel cant get closer with 2012 generation. idk why, i try to blend with them even their leader. but, there is still a hole make a distance. i cant laugh and close with him. idk why. maybe i know. but, idc aka i dont care. just wish all the best for my junior. idk what will happen with 2013 generation. i feel civil solidarity is fading. :) thx for 2007. i feel the advantage from ur ospek for us.
ok, that is enough. i dont need to fix my write. actually, i just want practice my english writting and i know there are still many mistake inside it.
nb: we will never build a bridge if every week we have to rebuild the foundation.
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